MG: Let's
talk a little bit about your reactions in
non-Western music, like Indian music. I've always
loved Indian music. There was even a
period of my life when I thought, "I
must go to India to hear this
music." Then I heard how many
needles they had to give you, and what
kind of diseases were lurking for you
over there. I decided, "Well, I'll
just get the records instead." I
like Indian music, and I like Bulgarian
music a lot.
DM: What
about music from Africa? Do you ever
listen to the tribal stuff?
Yeah. A
lot of people are fascinated by the
rhythm, but the rhythm of it is not so
exciting to me. I'm not as interested in
African music as I am in Bulgarian or
Sardinian or Indian music. I think a lot
of people listen to African music and
want to consume it in the same way that
they would consume a U.S. drum machine
record. That fancy constant rhythm. And
my taste in rhythm goes in other
directions.
MG: Didn't
you attend a concert of the Bulgarian
women when they came here? Did you meet
them?
It was
a fairly frightening experience. They
take a few musicians along with them.
There's a guy who plays some kind of a
drum-like thing or guitar-like thing, but
it looked to me like these guys were
Bulgarian KGB, like they were watchdogs
for the group. They had the special look,
the black leather coat. And they were
hanging out backstage, and when it was
done, after the concert, the girls were
in the dressing room. They were kind of
lined up in a formal reception thing, and
we got to come in and say hello, and then
we were ushered out. You couldn't really
have any communication with them.
MG: What
about Asian music? Indonesian?
You
mean gamelan music?
MG: Gamelan,
Balinese, or Javanese?
That
wears on me. The timbre of it is nice,
but it goes on and on like a Harry Partch
piece. They can play that same pentatonic
thing for centuries on end. That's as
close as you're going to get to
minimalist music.
DM: Well,
what about noh music? Japanese?
I like
that. That to me is science-fiction
Webern music. You know, people doing
erratic grunts followed by one drumbeat
and all this oddly balanced stuff. It's
like points of sound in time oddly
balanced, and I have no idea what it's
about or what will be going on onstage,
but the sound of it is something I find
interesting.
MG: What
about reggae?
I don't
have a collection of reggae music. I like
to play it more than I like to listen to
it. Reggae is a ventilated rhythm. If
you're going to play a solo with a lot of
notes in it and your rhythm accompaniment
has a lot of notes in it, then it
neutralizes it. I find it more intriguing
to play to a reggae background with
jagged pulses and big holes in it -
there's blank space, whereas the least
comfortable thing for me to play to would
be something like a fast James Brown
band. I wouldn't know what the fuck to do
with that.
MG: What
do you think of Beefheart's music?
The
best of it is unbelievable, and the worst
of it is under the influence of some
really bad A&R people at Warner Bros.
But there are things on Trout Mask
Replica that are unbelievable, and on
Clear Spot also.
MG: Is
there more from the Trout Mask period?
There
are some other things. Yes.
MG: Do
you think those will ever come out?
I don't
know. There were things in the original
sessions that he didn't want to have
used. The original plan for the album was
to do it like an ethnic field recording.
He and his group lived in a house out in
the [San Fernando] Valley, so I wanted to
take a portable rig and record the band
in the house, and use the different rooms
in the house as isolation - very slight.
The vocals get done in the bathroom. The
drums are set up in the living room. The
horn gets played in the garden, all this
stuff And we went over there and set it
up, and did tracks that way. I thought
they sounded good, but suddenly he was of
the opinion that I was just trying to be
a cheapskate producer, and not do any
studio time. So I said, "Well, you
want to go in the studio? Let's go."
So. . . .
MG: There's
a little bit of it on the album, isn't
there?
Yeah.
There's some stuff off of a cassette
machine that we wanted to have in there -
"Dust Blows Forward, Dust Blows
Back."
MG: And
"The Blimp."That's yours.
I was
in the studio mixing some other tapes,
and the band that's playing on "The
Blimp" is actually the Mothers Of
Invention. The vocal on "The
Blimp" was recorded by telephone. He
had just written these lyrics, and he had
one of the guys in the band recite it to
me over the phone. I taped it in the
studio, and recorded it onto the piece of
tape that I had up at the time, which was
my track. So, that's how that came about.
MG: And
now your version of "The Blimp"
is out on the re-release version of
Weasels Ripped My Flesh, too.
It's
also going to be on this new episode of
You Can't Do That On Stage Anymore. The
piece is called "Charles Ives."
We used to play it on the '68-'69 tour.
DM: In
your so-called orchestral music, do you
have visual components going on in your
mind while you're composing?
I
always think of something.
DM: A
lot of composers hate the idea of any
sort of program element.
That's
because program music is very old-
fashioned, kind of like the
cuckoo-in-the-meadow-from-Beethoven
syndrome, but the audience consumes music
largely pictorially. They make up their
own mental picture, so why shouldn't the
composer have a little input?
DM: So
in the case of "Food Gathering in
Post-Industrial America," you were
trying to create scurrying sounds?
Well,
when we did it, the sounds themselves
were created just as sounds, but when I
listened to it, it seemed to me they
conjured up this picture of desperate
post-yuppies scrounging just through
little, you know, nubs of used Pringles
and stuff.
DM: What
about "The Girl in the Magnesium
Dress"? That's a strange piece.
Yeah,
it was made from dust.
DM: The
dress?
The
piece was made from Synclavier digital
dust. It's hard to explain, hut when you
look at the G page on the Synclavier,
you'll see note names and numbers, but
that's not all that lives on a track.
There's subterranean information which
can only be viewed when you go out of the
user-friendly part of the machine and
into the mysterious world of XPL
programming. At that point, you can see
these things that live on the track that
are giving secret instructions to the
machine telling it what to do. One
classification of these secret
instructions is something called "G
numbers," which would be derived if
you plugged in a guitar. They have this
guitar unit that you can plug in, and
besides recording the note that you play,
it records a hunch of data in the form of
G numbers. It's very complicated to
explain what G numbers do, but they're
not exactly notes. So we found a way to
convert bunches of G numbers into note
blanks. And G numbers occupy points in
time. They indicate that something
happened on the guitar string at a
certain point in time. It takes a little
piece of eternity and slices it up, and
if your finger moved, there's a G number
that says what your finger did besides
just playing the note. So we converted
this dust into something that I could
then edit for pitch, and the dust
indicated a rhythm. So what I did was
take the rhythm of the dust and impose
pitch data on the dust and thereby move
the inaudible G number into the world of
audibility with a pitch name on it.
That's how "Magnesium Dress"
was built.
DM: So-called
serious music isn't often recognized as
being funny, and even when a Mozart or a
Beethoven or somebody puts in a little
joke, the audience sits with a very
straight face. Why is it that either
composers or audiences have limited the
range that they'll allow to be expressed
or heard?
It's
difficult to summarize audience behavior
in general on a worldwide level. The
audiences that I'm most familiar with are
the ones in the United States, and most
of them are of the rock and roll variety,
and they do have a sense of humor. What I
do know about the U.S. classical audience
is, basically, they are not there to hear
the music, they are there to see who else
showed up. It's a social event more than
a musical event. They will go to a
concert based on whether there is a star
conductor or if there is an acceptable
brand-name familiar composer on the
program, but most of these people who go
to these concerts in the United States
haven't a clue as to what's going on. The
main event of the evening is
intermission, where they go out and
piddle around with the white wine in the
lobby. One would not expect them to be
riddled with humor, especially since many
of them happen to be Republicans and you
know how they are.
DM: Do
you think that's true of a Frank Zappa
audience at a premiere of an orchestral
piece?
Well,
that audience probably is going to come
largely from the world of rock and roll.
There'll be crossover people. I would
imagine that in Germany the audience for
this piece is going to be derived mostly
from fans of the band. Those fans who
like the instrumental music on the tours
would be attracted to this show. The ones
who want to hear "Titties and
Beer," they're going to be radically
disappointed. There'll be a certain
number of serious music concert goers
that will be there because they might
have bought season tickets to the
festival or something like that, but I
expect that the bulk of the audience is
going to be the same people that we play
for at the rock shows.
DM: Let's
talk about the upcoming German festival.
Someone the other night described the
Ensemble Modern as your new band.
I wish!
One of the things they studiously avoid
is having so much to do with any given
composer that a composer will influence
their ability to have a varied
repertoire. There are other ensembles
that have been welded to a composer of a
certain school and wind up regretting it.
And I think that their way is the best.
They play all different kinds of music by
all different composers, and they have a
big repertoire and a busy touring
schedule, and I think it would be a big
mistake for them to get welded to what I
do.
MG: Where
did the idea of using the didgeridu and
the coffee can and water come from?
Well, a
long time ago, we had a contact mike that
we put on a Sparkletts bottle, and we got
this really close-up sound of this
horrible gurgling, glugging stuff. I used
it as a sample on the '88 tour in a lot
of songs. So it seemed to me the idea of
bubble-like sounds of all densities and
magnitudes could be used as interesting
source material for a composition.
Because the musicians in this ensemble
take everything so seriously - and I mean
seriously: If you tell them to scrape
their instrument or do something weird to
their instrument, they don't look at you
out of the corner of their eye, they'll
just do it, and do it very seriously.
The
oboe player was blowing bubbles, and when
I suggested that she take her didgeridu
and stick it into a pot of water and
grunt through it and blow bubbles at the
same time, she didn't say, "You're
out of your mind. I'm a lady. I shouldn't
do that!" She got the didgeridu, and
a couple of the other guys went out and
got the little jug of water, and she knew
that she was advancing the science of
music like every player ever has, but the
sound made me laugh so much I had to
leave the room while she was recording
it. I couldn't believe it. I'd imagined
it would be fairly grotesque when I
suggested she do it, but when I heard it,
I couldn't stop laughing. I was spoiling
the tape. I had to leave. You know,
"Just do a bunch of these, and I'll
come back."
We
expect that it's going to be one of the
more enjoyable portions of the concert in
Frankfurt, because it's going to be miked
through the six-channel system, so that
means the illusion for the audience is
that they will have the experience of
sitting inside of the container of water
that she is blowing bubbles into.
DM: What
are some of the technical challenges of
combining the Ensemble Modern with the
Synclavier? Is it also going to be making
some of the sounds?
There's
going to be a six-channel playback of
some of the material generated on the
Synclavier that will be used as
background for the dancers. It's about 15
or 20 minutes of the show, this piece
called "Beat the Reaper." That
will be reproduced from a Sony 33-24. All
the concerts will have a six-channel P.A.
system, and all the musicians onstage
will be miked in such a way that they can
be positioned around the audience in a
kind of interesting spatial perspective.
Plus, there's this device called
"the hoop," which you can think
of as a six-channel fish-pole microphone
which can engulf a performer. It's a ring
with six microphones around it, and each
one of them feeds a different speaker in
the hall. It's designed so that you can
approach a soloist with this device. You
can go up to a performer, put it over his
head, go up and down his body while he's
playing, and do all kinds of spatial
tricks with it.
DM: How
is the hoop operated?
A
person with a strong arm and a will to
succeed [laughs] will wander about the
stage as I aim him in different
directions. During the improvised
sections that I'm going to conduct, I'll
also be conducting the "hoop
meister." And if I point over there,
he'll go over. It's kind of like a
butterfly net, you know: "Go over
and bag that guy over there." And
the house mixer is instructed that at
those times when the hoop is in operation
he is to do a cross-fade between all of
the mikes on the entire Ensemble. They
get faded down, and the only thing that's
left in the P.A. is the six mikes inside
the hoop. So you get this zoom-in effect.
All the audio is focused on that one
soloist.
DM: The
concert is a great honor. How often is
your stuff being done around the world?
Gail
would know. We get requests monthly for
various things.
MG: Do
you say yes to everything?
Sure.
There's going to be a CD of the
Cincinnati Wind Ensemble, who wants to
record "Envelopes" and
something else. We just gave permission
for that. There are a lot of requests for
regional orchestras that want to play
"Dupree's Paradise" or
"Perfect Stranger." Usually,
the things that they've heard already on
a CD are the things they want to play.
Usually, they are for smaller orchestras.
Nobody wants to tackle the big things,
because they're too expensive to re-
hearse, with the exception of this
orchestra in Germany that's going to be
playing "Bogus Pomp."
MG: What's
your best-selling album?
Sheik
Yerbouti.
MG: Without
re-issues? Did anything significantly
outsell-
I don't
think anything has outsold Sheik
Yerbouti, partly because "Bobby
Brown (Goes Down)" keeps becoming a
hit every ten years.
MG: Do
you understand why?
No.
Last year in Austria it was Number One.
It was Top Ten in Germany, and I think it
was back on the charts again in Norway.
For no apparent reason, it was back. For
those of you who are ever interested in
odd things that will happen in the
future, we just got a request from Sweden
to do a Swedish translation of
"Penis Dimension" to be sung by
a girl. We're going to let them go ahead
and do it. The idea of a Swedish cover on
that is pretty fascinating. The Swedes
are odd in terms of the things that they
choose to cover. Some jazz performer
there in the '70s wrote words to
"Toads of the Short Forest" and
recorded it.
DM: Who
does covers of your stuff in America?
Nobody.
MG: Are
you planning to do any more touring?
Not if
I can help it.
MG: What
was your reaction to the Grandmothers,
the old Mothers Of Invention?
I
thought it was pathetic.
MG: Maybe
you should do a Frank Zappa band without
Frank Zappa. Just send them out on the
road to play your music.
Well,
there's been talk of doing that with this
Zappa's Universe project that was done in
New York. They're trying to organize a
tour of that, but it doesn't look like
it's going very well, because there's no
money behind it. You can't put a band
together to go and play hard music
without rehearsal, and nobody wants to
rehearse without getting paid, so I doubt
whether it's going to happen. Probably
the Zappa's Universe project is a
one-shot deal. MG: But that was extremely
ambitious with all different kinds of
ensembles, right? What about just a rock
band?
It's
not easy to put together a rock band for
any purpose. It's more difficult to put
together a rock band to play hard music,
and the hardest thing of all is to get a
band booked into any venue with a
promoter who is not sure he's going to
sell tickets. Although I think there
might be a market for such a band, you
would be doing a lot of arm-twisting to
get promoters to put up cash to bring it
out. If there's a name attached to it,
that name being somebody who is coming
onstage, there's a whole different
marketplace, but if it's just Band X
going out to play the tunes of. . . .
MG: But
what about some of the great players
who've played with you? I'd think people
would come out to see it.
I think
people would come out to see it, but you
have to convince the promoter. He's the
guy who has to put up the down payment.
MG: Because
it seems as if the venues that you were
playing got bigger and bigger and bigger
over the years.
Yeah,
but I think it had partly to do with the
fact that I was going to be at the venue.
I mean, if I'm not going to appear at the
venue, then I'm not sure that they will
stick it in a big venue.
DM: Did
you just grow to hate touring?
No. I
just got old and ill and not prepared to
put up with any kind of travel. Traveling
for me is really very uncomfortable,
especially in the United States since
they have this ridiculous law about no
smoking in airplanes. It's an uncivilized
way to comport yourself on a trip, so
this event in Europe was really a special
thing just to go do the six concerts or
whatever it's going to be over there.
MG: You
mentioned that you'd discovered in your
archives a large number of hours of music
recorded at the Fillmore East in 1970 or
'7l.
I
didn't realize the volume of releasable
material from those tapings: the album
Playground Psychotics, which will be
coming out later this year. . . .
MG: You
said it was a surprise how much musical
material you have. Have you listened to
everything you've recorded?
No.
I've got reels of tape in the vault that
still have the original silver gaffer's
tape from the night that they were stuck
in the box at the end of a gig and
haven't even been opened. Virtually the
entire 1980 tour, which was recorded
eight-track, is untouched by human hands.
The '73-'74 tour with Ruth, and Chester,
and George Duke, the bulk of those tapes
from the United States and Europe,
they're all four- tracks, are untouched.
MG: What
about the band with Jean-Luc Ponty?
That
was '72. There's a few tapes of that.
That's also four-track.
DM: Did
you record almost everything you did on
tour? Every night?
Starting
in 1969, Dick Kunc, who was the engineer
on some of the early albums, built this
little James Bond suitcase recording
apparatus. He built a briefcase. He took
a couple of Shure mixers, and packed it
all in there, and we had a Uher, about
this big, 7-1/2 ips. He accompanied us on
part of the U.S. tour that year, and
would sit in the corner of the room with
earphones on and try to do a mix on
whatever we were doing. I mean, it was
impossible, but there are tapes. The
first volume of You Can't Do That On
Stage Anymore was mostly that. Those kind
of tapes from the 1969 band. When we did
the Pauley Pavilion recording, I had just
bought this Scully four-track, and that
was the first of the four-track
recordings that we did. We recorded
four-track for, I guess, ten years, nine
years. Then we went to eight-track in
1980. Then we went to a single 24-track
machine packed in a box in '81. In '82, I
bought the Beach Boys' mobile truck, and
put a pair of 24- tracks - in fact we had
three. One as a standby, in case the
Ampexes blew up, and we used that for a
couple of years. In '84, I bought the
digital 24-track, and we did a tour and
recorded that 24-track digital. And in
'88, I had two 24-track digital machines,
and we did 48-track live recordings.
DM: Do
you have a good memory of what's good
from each of those tours?
I used
to, but I don't think about it much
anymore. I used to know the name of the
gig, and what song was good on a certain
occasion, and I used to be more involved
in it, but I'm reaching the end of that
phase of my interest in music.
DM: So,
after the German event, you don't
necessarily want to resurrect some of
these good performances?
It's
hard to find a reason or a market or a
logic to package it, with the conclusion
of the You Can't Do That On Stage Anymore
series. That was always promised to be
six volumes, and it's done. The two
remaining live-like objects that will be
coming out, Playground Psychotics and
this other thing called Ahead of Their
Time, which is the '68 band. I don't know
whether there's gonna be a market for
anything more than that.
MG: I
think there is a market for anything.
Earlier in your career it was much easier
to play your whole catalog, in order, and
now, as you're releasing more of the
stuff from the old years, I have to go
back and revise my ideas about what you
were doing, because you're throwing in
more pieces of the puzzle.
One of
the arguments against putting out that
old material is that there's not that
many new titles that could be extracted
from there. If I were to release that
material, it would just be yet another
version of "Pound for Brown" or
yet another version of "Trouble
Every Day." For live performances,
there's a limited universe of songs with
titles. What there is of a unique nature
is that on every occasion, there would be
some improvised something or other that
would happen during the show that would
be a one-off deal. You would have to do a
lot of gathering to collate that stuff,
and put together albums of songs that
exist of only one kind. The '74 band did
a lot of that.
MG: One
of the things I like about the albums
that are just a single concert, it's
like, oh, that's a document of what you
experienced that night. I really liked
that. Although maybe you can edit the
best songs, it's been a pleasure for me
to hear entire shows.
That to
me is excruciating, because when I've
listened to those, it's hard for me to
imagine one show that had so many good
things in it that you'd want to release
the whole show. There are always
mistakes. With live stuff, you want to
optimize the sound. You also want to
optimize the solos. You've done a tour
for four months, and you know that on a
certain night, a certain song is played
really, really well. It's a shame not to
take that version of it and edit it in
into the thing. I just think since it's
all live, what's the difference whether
it came from the same building or not?
DM: Do
you miss playing the guitar?
Maybe a
teenie weenie, teenie tiny, weenie weenie
bit, but generally not. Every once in a
while I might want to pick it up and play
something, but, you know, it hurts. Just
manipulating lt.
DM: Your
calluses.
Yeah.
DM: Marshmallows.
Yeah.
DM: You
can get those back.
Yeah,
but it takes months to really develop and
get your chops up to the point where you
can say, "Hey, yeah, I'm a guitar
player again." If I had to, I could
pick up the guitar and play some kind of
solo right now, but I don't know whether
or not I would like to have it stored for
future consumption. I mean, you can do
instant entertainment to amuse your
friends or baffle people on the moment,
but compared to some of the things I've
done on tape that I think are really
good, I'm just so far away from what I
was able to do when I had some skill.
It's disappointing, and I hate to do
things half-assed.
DM: Do
you ever to listen to your old guitar
work?
A few
things, yeah. I'll listen and go,
"How in the fuck did I do
that?" 'Cause I just really have no
idea how to do that.
MG: Are
you going to play guitar at the festival
in Frankfurt?
They
want me to, but the logistics are very
difficult, because in order to do it I'd
have to bring a guitar roadie. I'd have
to bring all my armaments, and it would
mean I would have to eat up part of their
daily rehearsal schedule to do a
soundcheck for a fuzz-tone guitar, which
is not something that is a pleasurable
sensation for anybody. We're on such a
tight schedule, the way the concerts are
set up. We're going to need every minute
we can just to make the P.A. work and get
the acoustic instruments balanced. The
other thing is that the expectation level
would be so high. If I walk out onstage
with a guitar, then people will expect me
to do something worthwhile, and here
you've got this fantastic group playing,
and then this has-been guitar player
walks up and goes [imitates weak
fanfare]: "Ta da."
MG: I
have a feeling that members of the
audience wouldn't go, "Ugh, a
has-been."
Well,
in Germany it's different. First of all,
it's a very critical audience. Second,
we've played there so much, and it seems
like everybody in the country bootlegged
the shows. They know what we played when
we were there. We have some very
dedicated fans in Germany, and I'm sure,
without being malicious about it, they
would listen to what I was doing and just
know that it wasn't as good as what I
used to be able to do and then, in the
typical German fashion, would reject it.
MG: You
sang "Sofa" in German.
We
learned it phonetically. The translation
was done by a girl who used to be our
babysitter. She was from Munich, and
apparently not a very good translator.
People look at what it means in English,
and then listen to the German words, and
they've told me that the translation is
laughable. And then they tell me what it
really should be in German, and it's
unsingable.
MG:
They ought to be appreciative. Did you
ever sing in any other language?
Dutch.
All we had to learn in Dutch was just
about a paragraph's worth of this one
song, and the audience was so amused that
anybody would attempt to do it. That
particular tour, I tried to convince Mark
and Howard that it was a good idea to
learn these things phonetically, because
most American groups, if they go and play
in another country, make no attempt to
communicate in the native language, and I
thought it would be a worthwhile gesture
and probably a groundbreaking thing to
do. In fact, in Germany, it was
groundbreaking, because I had reports
afterward that people in Germany who were
musicians who wanted to do rock and roll
had never considered that their language
would work for rock. I didn't realize
that they weren't doing rock stuff in
German. If they did rock, they would be
doing bad phonetic English rock lyrics.
DM: In
terms of future recordings, is it going
to be the German event and possibly Phaze
III? Is that happening?
We're
planning two CDs of the German event, or
material generated by the German event,
or material that involves me and the
Ensemble Modern, whether it includes
things that were recorded last year, or
some combination thereof. And Phaze III,
which now looks like it's going to be two
CDs. Those are the things that are on the
drawing boards now, plus The Lost
Episodes. The Lost Episodes is all the
unreleased studio cuts, volume one. MG:
Let's talk about your ideas about time.
Well, I
think that everything is happening all
the time, and the only reason why we
think of time linearly is because we are
conditioned to do it. That's because the
human idea of stuff is: it has a
beginning and it has an end. I don't
think that's necessarily true. You think
of time as a constant, a spherical
constant -
MG: -
in which -
-
everything's happening all the time,
always did, always will. . . .
MG: So
this coffee cup -
- was
always full, and always empty -
MG: -
and it's always being drunk, and it's
always being heated. . . .
And
it's always being thrown, and the guy was
always painting it, and so on and so
forth. Everything is always.
MG: Why
does this empty cup make sense to me?
I don't
know.
MG: You
know what I mean, though?
Is that
a Zen question?
MG: No,
why do I go, "Oh, I have already -
the cup that I drank no Longer appears to
be full."
Well,
that's because it is not full at this
particular version of -
MG: Our
perceptions?
We're
dealing with time in a quasi-practical
manner. We have devised our own personal
universe and lifestyle that is ruled by
time sliced this way, and we progress
from notch to notch, day by day, and you
just learn to meet your deadlines that
way. That's only for human convenience.
That, to me, is not a good explanation of
how things really work. That's only the
human perception version of how things
work. It seems just as feasible to me
that everything is happening all the
time. And whether you believe your coffee
cup is full or not is irrelevant. It's
like - here's another way to explain it.
What something is depends more on when it
is than anything else. You can't define
something accurately until you understand
when it is.
MG:
When in time.
Yeah,
when is what. Without the perfect
understanding of when, you've got nothing
to deal with, see? 'Cause you analyze
that cup of coffee a little bit earlier,
and it's full. In a few minutes, you'll
kick it over, and it won't even exist
anymore. The state of the cup is
determined by when you're perceiving it.
DM:
Which means that the future has already
happened.
Yeah.
And the reason why I feel so strongly
about this is, you know, this is one of
the better explanations for why people
can have premonitions, because instead of
looking ahead, they're just looking
around. You don't have to look ahead to
see the future. You can look over there.
DM:
That was going to be my next question.
What limits our perceptions of other
things or other times or the future?
I think
you devise your own limits for your own
personal convenience. There are some
people who wish to have limits, and
they'll invent as many boxes for
themselves as they want. It's like, you
know, men invented armor. They wanted to
protect themselves from the slings and
arrows of outrageous fortune and so
forth. And people do the same thing
psychically and psychologically. They
build their own armor. They build their
own rathole, whatever it is. And they
choose their existence. Whether they do
it consciously or whether it is helped
along by a government or an education
system, somebody is helping to shape this
imaginary box you live in, but it doesn't
have to be there.
DM:
Then what are the limits to our being
able to understand what the whole purpose
of any of our lives is?
Well,
why do you have to? I think that when is
a very important thing, but "what
the fuck" is also a very important
thing to ask. Just keep asking,
"What the fuck?" I mean, why
the fuck bother? See what I mean? The
important thing is, deal with the when.
When will open a lot of shit for you.
"What the fuck" really makes it
easier to deal with it when you
understand the when.
DM: You
sound like a very mystical but
common-sense guy, because you've always
talked about the common-sense solution as
always the best solution to anything, and
yet this is very mystical.
Why is
it mystical? Can you understand that when
is important? What's mystical about that?
DM:
Well, not just that question so much as
the idea that time is a Moebius vortex -
No, the
shape of the universe is a Moebius
vortex. I believe that. Time is a
spherical constant. Now imagine a Moebius
vortex inside a spherical constant, and
you've got my cosmology. But when is very
important.
MG: How
does music composition fit into that?
It's
just something that you do. You know, I
can do it, so I do it. You can draw
cartoons and so you do it, and you can
make people laugh and you do it. And
that's what you do. And if somebody tried
to keep you from doing it, you'd kill
them, wouldn't you?
MG:
Yes. See, I judge the universe by pencil
mileage.
That's
a pretty linear kind of thing. And the
callus on my finger. I used to get that
when I wrote with a pen. In fact, this
finger right here has a permanent dent
right in that bone from just holding that
nub of a pen, and going [choking,
struggling sound] like with those little
dots, and now I get cramps in this arm
from holding my thumb like this to do a
certain move on the keypad to make the
Synclavier do something. But in the
larger scheme of things, what's a little
nub in your finger or a twisted thumb? So
long as somebody gets a laugh out of it,
what the fuck?
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